work hard again!

24/06/2011(FRIDAY)
longtime din work hard for fighting my future already~
after mid year exam was passed~
less and less studying~
and it makes me more and more lazy~
should not be like that continuosly~
i should change these negative attitude~

recently~
just notice that~STPM is coming soon~
and TRIAL STPM just leave 2 more months~
it's just mean that i still got 2 more months to study and do revision~
i should not waste my time alr~
i should use and spend my time wisely~

i wont forget what i promise to myself since i entered f6 life~
i wont forget what pointer should i get~
i'm already face my failure one time~
i dont want let this be the second time~
I DONT WANT!!

although now the syllabus become more and more tough~
but i never ever give up~
because this is what i expected~
the more hardness the syllabus~
just can motivate me to study more and know it more~
this is the chance for me to study hard~

this mid year exam~
my classmates mostly whole class get the certificate from headmaster~
those who got improvement in their result and get more than 3.00~
will get a certificate from headmaster~
i'm proud to our class~
it shows that many classmates had been improve~
congratulation to THEM and ME~

promise to myself~
beginning yesterday nite~
i wont be lazy anymore~
i'm resting enough~
i should be work hard again!!!
ADD OIL~~

对我的迁就,你累了吗?

22/06/2011(WEDNESDAY)
朋友告诉我:一旦迁就久了,你就会感觉到累了~
这句话是真的吗?
让我顿时想到了~
你对我的迁就~
你总是不在意我的脾气~
你总是告诉我你要我开心~
你总是接受我的不好一切~
但,你会累吗?
我想知道~

要是让你感觉什么是累了~
我请你一定要真实地告诉我~
让我知道,好吗?

对,没错~
我是个悲观的人~
不知从何时何月何日开始~
我的性格变了~
我总是为了一点点的小事可以难过了一整天~
我的脸,渐渐地~没有了笑容~
我很想笑~但没有任何事情可以让我笑~
每当我真的开心的时候,就会看到了一些让我难过回的画面~
慢慢地,我变了不开朗了~

你,对我,一定觉得很辛苦吧~
总是让你伤心担心!让我觉得我是多么地失败!!

Happy Father's Day~

19/06/2011(SUNDAY)
wish my dad:HAPPY FATHER'S DAY~
early in the morning,i sent a message for my lovely dad~
and he got reply my message with the word [TQ]~
in here,i hope that my dad~
will always happy and smile~

from:ur lovely daughter!!


attending a ceramah about PP~

19/06/2011(SUNDAY)
today,we need to attend a ceramah at outside~
at smpang empat skul~SMK Tunku Aziz~
emmm~~before that,i can imagine the school~
but i really havent think that the school is nearly kampung~
the surrounding of school full of paddy~
and we start to discuss if we study in this school and need to ponteng~
no way for us to go~
just can go paddy~



the school hall same as our school~
no air con~
just got hot con~
the ceramah start at 9am~and end the first session at 10.40am~
and the school had prepared for us breakfast~
the most tasteless breakfast in this world~


and my grandson~
very unlucky~
his white trouser getting dirty when sitting on the chair of the school canteen~
and he start to scold the school~
but seem not dare~
grandson,just can say,u really unfortunate~


second session is starting~
and we all more and more moodless to continue listening what the teacher ned to present~
the school hall very hot~
and my 2 best friends start sweating~and complaining non stop on it~
really no mood to concentrate it~
but,i try to do that~

1.00pm~the ceramah is end~
and we seem like kintergarden children~
ran out from school hall in order to book the bus place~
because our school bus's places is limited~
just enough for 40 ppl sitting~
and we have 52 ppl including one teacher~
so,need to be fast to get the best place~
in here,i need to thx for my friend who booking place for me~
thx for u all still remember me~

on the way back to school~
me and my best friend sure will capture~
this is the best chance for us~
should not be miss out~
and first time sitting school bus~
although got pay for PIBG RM100~
but need to pay other RM1 for sitting this bus~
really swollen our money~


below is the pic that we capture non stop in school bus:












THE END~





真正的~最真实的~笑了~

18/06/2011(SATURDAY)
伤心难过了好几天~
今天,我总算真正地笑了~
真正地开怀大笑~
真正地感到什么是开心快乐了~
好久没有这种感觉了~
想对一个它说:开心先生,你又回来了~欢迎哦!

到底是什么事情让我笑了?
一件开心的事?不对!
一件用金钱买回来的东西?也不对!
是一个脸部表情+可爱的人~让我笑了!
补习老师的表情~让我觉得太好笑了~
这时,我才发现他的才华~
其实,他也蛮适合做演员的吧~
表情丰富,活泼可爱~
真的适合形容这位老师~

上课的他,总是喜欢问人问题~
要是答错,他就会很兴奋地跳起来~
老实说,对于一个中年人,我还是很怕哪天他不小心会闪到腰~
可是,他真的太可爱了~

嘟嘟的脸~是今晚让我笑个不停的原因~
每当我们答错了什么~
他的PATTERN就会出来了~
我只能说:我很享受有他的每一堂课~
老师,你太厉害演了~
不当演员,是你的浪费啊!!

Tomorrow is Father's Day~
and my dad is not around me~
he is going to LANGKAWI for working~
but,i need to wish him: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
and DADDY,I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH~

太虚伪了~

15/06/2011(WEDNESDAY)
这几天的我~几乎都是以坏的心情过日子~
开学后,很多事情的发生~
首先是MUET~已经让我很头疼了~
那件事情已经让我很难过~
不过,渐渐地我接受了~
就如老师告诉我:人生要经得起小考验~
人生也不能太骄傲,那只会让你跌得更惨而已~

常在想:友谊算什么?

今天,我和班上的朋友谈天起来了~
朋友问了我和他的事情~
今天的我,总算清醒了~
我原以为我会顾及到很好~
但,朋友告诉我说~
人在谈恋爱,总是会忽略了朋友~
她们告诉我说:如果忽略了男友,证明了我不够重视这段感情~

我问了自己~
我有忽略男友和好友吗?
但,答案告诉我说[没有]~
好友们,我不知道我自己到底有没有忽略到你们~
也许你们会觉得我的改变吧~

当初,你们告诉我说~不会责怪~
但,如今,我看到的答案不是那样~
我觉得很假~很虚伪~

我很重视友谊和爱情~
你们常说我的[重色轻友],我接受了~
因为我人生出现了一个在我心里占有位置的人~
我不得不去关心~
我不得不去在乎~
我不得不去假装地看不见~
如果要假装不去关心和在乎,我办不到!

只希望你们不要那么虚伪~够了!!

很多时候,在班上赌博~
真的可以让我开心~
真的可以让我不去理会一切~
让我暂时不去管身边的东西~

EMO again!

13/06/2011(MONDAY)
band2 again^^
and this time still leave 2 marks~
nothing can i say to it~
138marks~again ><

but,at here need to congrate to my friend who get band3 and band4~
and oso my best friend~finally can get band3 alr~

since the result is out~
and i know that i will get band2~
so,when recieve the result slip~
me still same mood!!

miss a person not mean that love him/her~
is just got the feeling~
today,i got the feeling totally~
maybe,is too miss a person that will cause me like that~
i will think that~his life still fine?
i will think that~how long that we lost contact?
i will think that~the message that i sms with him lasttime?
all be the past^^

maybe lasttime u r the most important person for me~
and now~although we lost our contact,but,i really hope that u can be happy in somewhere~
i really hope that ur life is full of hapiness~
this is what i wish~

tonite going back to home after ttn~
in car,i think back many thing~
think my past,think my present,and think my future~

and suddenly got a sentences appear in my mind~
[再次相信,只是给我一个机会再次伤害自己]~
i very agree with this sentences~
too trusting to someone~
just will make ourselves more hurt~

so,trusting ourselves~is better than trusting other~
because [自己永远都不会背叛自己的]~

The school reopen day~

12/06/2011(SUNDAY)
first day of school reopen~
and i cant wake up in this morning~
luckily got my lovely MUM called me wakeup~
yesterday nite quiet late sleep~
so it cause me cant wakeup in the time~
but,all this thing seem NOTHING for me~

going to school~
my calssmates laughed on my hair~
because during holiday,i went to cut my hair~
and become a bit short hair~
so they pity on my hair~
they say my hair same as lasttime~
[鸡仔尾] is the name they gave for my hair~
a very funny name~
but,anyway,thx to them!!haha^^

the first and second period~PP2 period~
teacher cheated us our class the highest mark just 70marks~
and make me down during holiday when knew it~
luckily still got 85.5/100~
this time exam really tough~
and make the result of whole class steadily drop~

the third and forth period~PP1 period~
is the time to accept the truth~
and i thought that my PP1 paper will be very worst~
and i was prepared to get my bad result on it~
when recieve the answer paper~
the marks is quiet ok and satisfy for me~
79/100~i should be happy alr~
because it is better than what i expected~

last 2 period~MUET period~
our form teacher seem like pity us~
she marks our essay paper easily and gave us high mark~
and i was shocked when getting my essay paper with 85 marks~
really simply marking~
if real MUET exam like that,i think that we will get very good band~
but,should thx for our form teacher~
she make me a bit happy!!

in other side~my mood still cant be stable fully~
and when i thinking about the MUET~
full of upset and disappointed~
i dunnoe why i will upset because of it~
maybe,the result is coming out too fast~
not yet prepared to get the bad band~

back to home~
and i was tired~
sleeping whole evening~
dreaming many dream~
many ppl appear in my dream~
and i dunnoe why i will cry when i dreaming~
what happened in my dream,i totally forgot since when i wakeup!

SMILE,BABY SING^^just take it easy!!

the holiday is END!!

11/06/2011(SATURDAY)
2 weeks holiday gone~
and i spent my holiday time with nothing~
for me,holiday is the chance for me to be lazy girl~
and i dislike HOLIDAY~
during holiday,my sleeping time has been changing~
everyday sleep at 4am and wakeup in the next afternoon~
and today is the last day of holiday~
how i going to sleep in tonite?
sleep at 4am but need to wakeup at 6am~
i believe that it will be the tired day tomorrow~

thursday nite~at FB received a BAD NEWS~
MUET result is coming out in coming monday~
and i can imagine the result now~
slowly accept the truth and result~
BAND2 ~i think this time i will get such result AGAIN!!
spent RM60 to get the same result~
it is just show that how failure that i am~
suddenly feel so stress about it!!!
and my mood have been changing since that nite~

NOT ONLY THAT~
tomorrow is school reopen~
and i need to face my mid year exam result~
this time exam i feel very disappointed on it~
very tough and standard~
3.80 i think hard to get it~
so,just hope that can get 3.00 at least!!

yesterday tuiton(FRIDAY)~
thx for my best friend-KC CHENG prepared SUSHI for us~
although inside the SUSHI is nothing~
but we enjoyed it so much~
and also the CHEESECAKE~
very delicious~
and i getting fat again because of it~
thx for my best friend so much^^

wish BABY SING:Happy Holiday!!

07/06/2011(TUESDAY)
school holiday 2 weeks~
and i getting bored and bored at home~
nothing doing at home~
WATCHING,SLEEPING become the activities that i spent my holiday time~
Late sleep in NITE~
Wake up late in DAY~
and my panda eye become more and more serious~
luckily,holiday would be pass~
and i'm waiting the school reopen!!
wohoo~~~~




















sing K~enjoy our singing!

02/06/2011~
今天,我和几个好友去唱歌了~
我们去了REXZONE~哪里知道被骗了~
几个傻瓜站在那边等~
我还差点被一个老UNCLE骗了~
告诉我说什么前面没有开,要往后面进~
好友还问我是否有看错人吗?
还问我确定那是人吗?好友,别吓我啦~~
我很确定,我在跟人说话!!

难得有心情唱歌,肯定不能那样回家了~
我们就决定去AS MALL唱歌~
虽然价钱比REX ZONE贵很多,但没办法咯~
为了满足自己,就牺牲了!!

我们已[错的人]作为开头曲~
好友们都认为我有问题,一直看着我!!
其实,我真的没问题啦~
就是你们说我先唱,又刚好看到那首歌~
不就唱那首歌咯~
好友,你们想太多了哦~

我们一起唱了很多很多的歌~
[寂寞。好了]~让我想起了他~
那首歌,当初是我们最喜欢的一首歌~
但,今天我唱的时候,我竟然忘记怎样去唱了~
也许是太久太久没有唱了~
就连歌词也慢慢忘记了~

过后,由[爱与不爱]作为片尾曲~
~当爱与不爱一样让人心痛,我们都无话可说~

这也是我第一次约好友们去唱歌~
因为,那时候的我,是多么地不开心难过~
第一件事就是想要去唱歌~
原来唱歌真的能让人发泄心情~
把所有的不悦唱出来~
至少不会那么辛苦!!

cousin wedding~

04/06/2011 + 05/06/2011
这两天,都是往外跑~
表姐的结婚,我们全家都忙碌~
帮忙她打理一切~
谁叫她是我唯一的表姐,唯一的姐姐~
而且跟她感情很好~
所以没办法咯,只好帮忙她咯~

我们这几个都慢慢长大了~
那天表妹无意间拿了我们小时候在外婆家拍的照片给我看~
原来,我们小时候是多么可爱~
感情是多么好!!
可是,那已经是十几年的照片了~
如今的我们,渐渐地长大了~
我们大了,父母老了,婆婆也慢慢进入老年阶段了~

moodless night~

01/06/2011(wednesday)
yesternight,suddenly feel bad mood~
maybe,he is not around me~
so i have this kind of thinking~
but,is okay~i still can handle it~
although we din have contact with each other~
but i still have my thing to do~
and i knew that:we need trusting~
right???

this morning,when i open facebook~
a friend tagged me something~
and it is about the horoscope~
it is written that:scorpio and scorpio together will get injure deeply~
and i'm starting worrying~
am i getting hurt?am i getting injure deeply?
hope that it would not happen around us~

new hairstyle!!

31/05/2011(TUESDAY)
having a new hair style~
and keep my hair almost one year~
is a time to cut it~
and my new hair style now:BARBIE DOLL~
a bit could not accept this new hair style~
so happy to have the new hair style~