2015年 这半年来

23/07/2015 (Thursday)

我 原来已经有半年没有更新这个部落格了
或许 那些当初写部落格的灵感 全都慢慢消失不见了
曾经 会投入于部落格 是因为想写出那些不敢说的东西
思想经常很负面 就认为全世界都必须听从我那样
所以当世界所发生的一切 都不如我想象的
我就会很不悦那样吧

无可否认 这半年来 发生了很多的事情
也开始认真去面对着现实世界
原来人生的过客真的很多 有人决定留下 有人决定离开
无需感到伤感 也无需感到不舍得
这是现实 这是人生的其中一部分

心态 很重要
心态 在于一切
心态 决定一切
如果心态不正 就算再美好的事情发生在你的身边 你也不会开心
相反 如果心态正确 就算那些琐碎的事情 也可以让你开心上一整天
把该留下的留下来 当作纪念
把不该留下的也留下来 当作教训

这半年来 除了应付学业之外 也开始慢慢规划毕业后的理想
到底 我们活在这世界上是为了什么？
有多少人有真正去好好地思考 毕业后 到底应该走怎样的路？
有人告诉我 人一定要有梦想 不然你就和咸鱼没有差别

你 开心吗？
是真的开心吗？
你自由吗？
是什么的自由呢？
有些人说：我不开心 因为没有人陪我吃晚餐
有些人说：我不开心 因为我没有朋友
也有些人说：我不开心 因为我‘不自由’ ！我的金钱‘不自由’！ 我的时间‘不自由’！因为我的早午晚餐都是被老板给的薪水来决定我要吃什么，因为我的时间都给了我的老板

梦想 我知道很多人都会说：有啊！我有梦想！我的梦想就是环游世界
对 这也是其中一个梦想
但 有多人能真正实践这个梦想呢
梦想 不是真的纯粹的[梦]和[想]而已
它绝对可以被实现

这半年来 慢慢参与某些的活动后 开始对人生有些希望
这一生 或许可以不必打工一辈子 也可以出人头地
因为 打工也未必能出人头地
如果打工可以让人发达 为什么还是有人愿意做生意呢

甚至有人告诉过我 毕业后 不出来做工 难道还能做什么？
曾经的我 真的就是这种心态

这半年来 我不断在寻找我到底以后要过怎样的生活
那些脑里的理想生活 我知道它浮现在我的脑海里很久很久 甚至从以前就开始想了
原来 我的人生规划里 包含了我的家人
我甚至一度的认为 我来到这世界就是要责任改变家人的生活
让一切变得更美好 更自由
我甚至有个打算 那就是在30岁的时候 就不打算再当打工族了
这一切 是否能在5年后实现呢？

有了梦想 就要有决心
决心 是一件很特别的东西
有些人 会把梦想当作每天都必须想的一件事情
久而久之 就变成了他/她的责任 想要达到的一件事情
如果一天没做到 他/她还是不会放弃 
这就是他/她的决心

但有了梦想也有了决心后
没有行动 最后还是等于‘0’
这就是所谓的‘空想’吧！！
成功人的背后 究竟面对了多少的是是非非
成功人的过去 究竟跌倒了几百次
成功人的道路 究竟遇过了多少人的拒绝 冷水 不被肯定
这一些 或许有些人真的没有真正懂过吧
但也就有他们的坚持 让他们有了今天这成就
我只能说 这是他们应得的！就因为当初的选择和坚持 这一切的成就是理所当然！

我真的很感谢那些这半年来 那些我陪伴和离开的人
包括我最亲爱的家人 
真的让我明白到我到底需要怎样的未来生活
当然 还是有很多的负面的人 经常给于负面的鼓励
不过没关系 一切在于自己的‘心态’不是吗？

只要是你要的 就想尽办法去得到吧！
[想尽办法][想尽办法][想尽办法] ！

目前 已经有一条很光亮的成功之路 在等待着我
那些陪伴着我的人 也正在等待着我
我 到底 应该伸出手 给他们吗？
我 究竟 在害怕什么呢？ 拒绝 ？被人泼的冷水？
这也就是我 不敢踏出的第一步吧

Unexpected Result...Y3S1

17/02/2015 (Tuesday)

It is an unexpected day to me...
and today is USM official result day to USMers..
Woke up in the early morning, around 915am and get ready to check my result..
I had been prepared the mood to accept the worse result before this..
because I know how bad was I answered the paper during the exam..
Logged in to 'Campus Online' and first saw my CGPA...
Whoaaaa..Could not believe the CGPA has improved..
and I quickly checked for the grades of each paper..

Korean Language Level 1- A
Organizational Theory-A
Industrial Relations- A
International Management-B+
International Business- A-
Health Psychology (Minor)- A
Golf (Ko-k)- A-

and the overall GPA for that semester was 3.82...
It was so unbelievable until I kept on log in for many times...
Because I never expect this will be my result..

Lastly, never ever let your result affect your mood no matter it is good or bad...
Because result isn't everything in your life..
Succeed in studies does not mean you will b successful in your career..
Studies and career are two different things in our life..
and wish everyone of you Happy Chinese New Year and All d best in our future..


***New semester is coming soon, how come holiday passed so fast***

Happy Holiday~!!

30/01/2015 (Friday)

Hey Everyone, I'm back after so so long time !!!
There are a lot of things were happened during these few months...
No matter it is good or bad things to me...
But thanks god, I still survive and handle it well !!

November is my birthday month and I would like to thank for those who celebrate birthday for me..
and also thanks for the birthday present as well..
Hello Kitty cups from three pretty girls..
Hello Kitty Photo Album from my dearest sweetheart and best friends....
Hello Kitty DIY things from my best university friends...
and a VINCCI bag from my lovely man, Mr. E...
Thanks for all.. I really appreciate it very much and I will take care it properly..

Yay!! This is my gang of university friends- Tic Tac Toe Gang...

and there are a lot of funny things created by them and sometimes I could not stop to laugh even they said out some noob noob things... Btw, I really feel glad to have them in my university life..

and I'm awaiting for our next trip to Hatyai..

  

and not to forget my sweetheart in my life..Thanks for accompanying me in my birthday..Hanged out to Queensbay Mall, a shopping mall which is nearby my university...

Found one cafe named "Cofferic" and ordered a piece of cake and beverages..

Anyway, thanks for the treat !! I love you my sweetheart...

Last but not least, thanks to my lovely man who is very important in my life nowadays...

Purposely driving from Alor Setar to Penang just want to celebrate my birthday and fetch me back to hometown in the night...

Although u r not a romantic guy, but everything that you did for me really touched my heart...

Spent 7 hours in shopping 4 Penang malls just want to buy a bag for me...

A thousand of ' Thanks' to you !!! and I really hope our relationship can long lasting until we are old or even passed away...Dear, I love you ...

Come to my studies...

Like many people like to say : 关关难过关关过 !!

This semester quiet tougher and I sometimes felt very stress in my assignments and presentation...

The feeling when you are standing alone in front of everyone and present your proposal in bringing local business to internationally...And somemore there is a scary lecturer who is paying fully attention to listen what you are presenting...I could not describe the feeling during that time...

Scary + Hoping the time can pass faster during your turn to present !!!

Everything was passed...include the final exam...the most torturing week in my life..

The result will b released on next week Thursday !! and I really really hope it is [LULUS]...

Good luck to all USMers !!!

Another gang of friend- SIAO KIA GANG !!!

And some of us are staying in Penang, so we decided to come out to pass the last day of 2014 together at Karpal Singh Drive...

It was a sleepless night and we spent our whole night in eating very late supper, went to friend's room, sent friend to Penang Airport and enjoyed the breakfast at Air Itam...

It was a memorable countdown for me this year !! and it was also my first time have the chance to come out whole night with friends because my parents were not allowed me to do so in hometown..

So sad ><!!!! and I'm a "Cinderella" in their heart !!! hahahaha...

Once again, Welcome to ALOR SETAR..TIC TAC TOE GANG!!

Hope you all really enjoy this half day trip after having the final exam...

and, Happy One Month Holiday to you all...see you all on Feb..

Holiday ! Holiday ! Holiday !
I'm enjoying my holiday in the home...
Aim in finding the sampling promoter job or CNY promoter but I failed to find it..
Seriously, I feel myself very lack of confidence..
How come I not believe myself can do the job which requires hitting the sales target every day..
I should believe on myself but I'm not...
and at the end I give up to accept the job...
***Tears dropping****

Third Year Uni Life

21/10/2014 (Tuesday) 

After a few weeks of semester reopen, now it is my mid-sem break..
But I think it is my study week instead of my holiday...
Two midterms are waiting for me...
One is subjective with essay and another one is MCQ exam..
I wonder why people said that OB major students will be much easier to cope with their studies..
I don't think so as I have a lot of tutorial homework need to be settled every week...
Especially my major subjects are really driving me crazy..
Well, I'm taking six subjects plus golf as ko k in this semester...
This is standard amount of subjects for our Management student...
I knew some people from other courses would not take so much subject per sem..

Before the mid sem break came, there was a mid term for my core paper (International Business)..
Although it was MCQ, but it was quiet tougher for me actually...
Exam was held only one hour and I spent the one hour to think the answer...
But, when I saw some of my friends spent around half hour to complete the exam..
I was thinking whether the exam is easy for them or this is my ability problem..
Every choices (ABCD) seemed similar and I faced dilemma in choosing the correct answer..
Some of them told me, if you don't know what to do with the answer, just simply look at which answer has the longest sentence and then circle it...
Well, I admitted sometimes it is work..but not for every time..Hahahaha !! Depend on your luck..
With this mindset and I've got A- in my IB midterm... 

and Last Thursday I just done my Korean Hangeul and Listening test..
After taking Japanese level 2, I don't have the intention to proceed my Japanese to level 3..
and I switched to Korean level 1..
For me, I still prefer to Japanese because it is quiet simple for me and the sentence structure quiet easy to understand....

What I am happy for this sem is I don't have any classes on Friday..Woohooo ^^
but there is a peak day for me with full of classes from 9am until 10pm on Tuesday..
It is the super tiring day for me..And I started to dislike Tuesday..
But luckily Wednesday is the happy day for me because only have two classes until 12pm...

I not really want to participate in any event just want to collect my MyCSD for my hostel purpose..I'm not longer staying in the hostel and now moving out to my brother house at Penang. 
I'm not interested with the events with MyCSD provided anymore unless it is related to my internship program ...
I just want to be a free people and don't want rampas the MyCSD from others like previously..

I feel lucky to have them to make my university life becomes meaningful and colourful..
Although I moved out to outside of USM but we still have time to join together..

One of my best friends is HER, Kc Cheng...

She is my best buddy, sister and friends in my life..

We knew each other since primary school and became classmate started from Form1 until Form6..

and now, we are studying at the same university..

Although we are not taken the same major but we still have the opportunities to eat lunch together sometimes..

This boy is also one of my hometown friend..

We knew each other since secondary school and became classmates as well..

I never forget you are the ones who never give up in teaching me on add mathe..

Thanks a lot lot..

Last Saturday night was his Orchestra performance..and I bought the ticket to support him..

Well done, my friend..

This is my gang of coursemates but some of us are taking different major...

Some are Finance and some are Organizational Behavior..

But we always have our lunch and dinner together..

and last Thursday was my friend's birthday..

We celebrated his birthday at nearby USM..

Previously the shop name was Tic Tac Toe but now change to the another name..

Happy Birthday, Mr. Stitch Soon..

9月感想

29/09/2014 (Monday)

好有一段时间没有再更新部落格了
假期的两个月 每天都忙于工作
又是选择当回一名老师
我不是学校的老师
只是一间安亲班的幼儿和小学老师

或许是熟悉了那儿的环境吧
所以在没有烦恼着要去哪儿找工作时
我就已经决定要回去那儿工作了
院长很好 对我们每个老师就好像是她自己的女儿
从她的身上可以闻到妈妈的味道 而不是一名老板的味道

从7月23号一直工作到9月4号 
短短的一个月 却让我学到很多不一样的东西
看到那一班天真可爱的小孩子们
真羡慕她们不需要烦恼那么多的东西
想哭就大声哭 想笑就大声笑

最让我开心的是有再从新看到我的孩子（幼儿园的小朋友）
从他2岁半就被送来这里了 那时的他只会哭闹
但现在的他已经5岁了 也懂得很多东西了
我不知道他还记不记得我
但我想告诉他：Miss Puah 从来没有忘记你 
因为就感觉和他很有眼缘
第一次他的妈妈送他来幼儿园时 我就很疼爱她了

好啦 回来大三生的生活
因为某些原因 到了最后一刻没有得到宿舍
结果全家人为我忙进忙出
幸好哥哥住在离大学不远处 所以就直接搬去他的家
接下来的两年生活里的开销 我想必定会增加了
有了车子 又要打油维修费
有了Broadband 每个月就必须缴纳RM68
看来我真的要好好规划自己每个月的开销了
就省着用吧！！

一个人出来住后 真的比在宿舍感觉良好
因为回到家 就可以看见自己的家人
有厨房 有电视机 家里什么都不缺
我不会有寂寞的感觉了
至于友谊方面 也感觉良好
我们还是一样 可以开开玩笑 下课后还可以一起吃东西
偶尔去一下姐妹的房间 谈谈天
那感觉其实蛮不错的
原来 朋友不一定要每天参在一起
偶尔聚一聚 也可以让彼此的感觉增加

来到了第4个星期了 所有的功课和Assignments 都像蜜蜂那样慢慢飞向我
加油吧。。再多2年 就毕业了。。

Year2 Semester2 Result Day

25/07/2014 (Friday)

25th of July is USM's real result day...
Start from 9 o'clock in the morning, we can check our result via campus online which is USM student portal..
and I believe some of USM students will post something related to their result in the Facebook...

First of all, let's me congrats to those are getting Dean List in this semester including me..
I was shocked when I first checked my result and could not believe it is my real result...
Because I never expect I could get Dean List again..
Before that, I knew myself answer not well in the final exam...
I even did some mistakes in the examination and felt upset for a few days...
I blamed myself why I should not put more effort to score the subject...
I also expected myself getting worse grade or low pointer in this semester..
But until today, I felt surprised when I saw my result with my own eyes..
Thanks GOD.. 

Management Accounting- A

Entrepreneurship- A

Japanese Level 2- A

Human Resource Management- A-

Managerial Psychology- A-

Social Psychology- B+

LSP403 English for Business and Communication- B

and the result for this semester (GPA) is 3.67 which is has been increased about 0.08 compared with last semester (3.59)..
Just hope my result can maintain in this pointer and do not drop again..
I wish to push my CGPA into First Honour Class if possible..
Just hope what I wish can be achieved in final year..

Lastly, I feel proud to say that: I'm third year Management student..
Goodbye, second year of university..
and continue to add oil in your studies, Wern Sing...

Two Months Holiday...

30/6/2014 (Monday)

Yay !!! It's my holiday... A simple yet boring two months holiday..
Plan to find a sampling job to fulfill my time but I was informed that there is no sampling job during this 'Puasa' month...But I found a skincare promoter job in Facebook..
Only work for two days for the continuously three weekends...
I think this job more suitable for me compared with standing in the mall everyday...
Due to several reasons, I rejected the part-time job which I applied at Star Parade on last Saturday...

As I mentioned in the previous blog..I planned back to my previous workplace which is kindergarten for working...But unfortunately, there is enough teachers for my headmaster and I was informed that only can back to there on August.. So I'm totally free on July month.. 
What should I do on July to fulfill my time at home?
Learn cooking?? Sleeping until afternoon?? Watching all the Taiwan and HongKong drama that I miss??
Well, I have no idea ~!!!

Let's talk back the mood when I'm officially finished my two years university student life..
Still have two years to go to finish my degree life..
The time was passing so fast...and it seems yesterday's thing when I flashed back the moment when I stepped into USM in the first day of orientation day..
Not enough sleeping time during the whole orientation week and we need to walking around whole campus due to no bus service in that period...
First time I stepped into lecture hall and start my first class...
First time I joined CNY event as my first activity in my university life...
First time I went out to Prangin Mall with 10 coursemates by rapid Penang...
First time I celebrated my coursemate's birthday at outside campus..
First time I stepped into USM's new library which is very wide compared with my previous form6 school's library...
All of these became my memories in my uni life...
and it's might happen only one time in your uni life...
So please do appreciate the 'first-time' you have when you step into university..

These two years uni life...I faced a lot of things and problems in communicating with others..
It is different with what you face in your primary, secondary and tertiary school...
All of your friends might come from different state or country so there is a communication problem may happen on you...
It's depend on the way you handle the problem and figure out the best solution..
If you are able to solve the problem, then I would say 'Congratulation'..
While if you're not able, then I would say treat it as your life lesson..
Because you may face it again in your future working life..

***Human is a complicated animals***