24/06/2011(FRIDAY)
longtime din work hard for fighting my future already~
after mid year exam was passed~
less and less studying~
and it makes me more and more lazy~
should not be like that continuosly~
i should change these negative attitude~
recently~
just notice that~STPM is coming soon~
and TRIAL STPM just leave 2 more months~
it's just mean that i still got 2 more months to study and do revision~
i should not waste my time alr~
i should use and spend my time wisely~
i wont forget what i promise to myself since i entered f6 life~
i wont forget what pointer should i get~
i'm already face my failure one time~
i dont want let this be the second time~
I DONT WANT!!
although now the syllabus become more and more tough~
but i never ever give up~
because this is what i expected~
the more hardness the syllabus~
just can motivate me to study more and know it more~
this is the chance for me to study hard~
this mid year exam~
my classmates mostly whole class get the certificate from headmaster~
those who got improvement in their result and get more than 3.00~
will get a certificate from headmaster~
i'm proud to our class~
it shows that many classmates had been improve~
congratulation to THEM and ME~
promise to myself~
beginning yesterday nite~
i wont be lazy anymore~
i'm resting enough~
i should be work hard again!!!
ADD OIL~~
对我的迁就,你累了吗?
22/06/2011(WEDNESDAY)
朋友告诉我:一旦迁就久了,你就会感觉到累了~
这句话是真的吗?
让我顿时想到了~
你对我的迁就~
你总是不在意我的脾气~
你总是告诉我你要我开心~
你总是接受我的不好一切~
但,你会累吗?
我想知道~
要是让你感觉什么是累了~
我请你一定要真实地告诉我~
让我知道,好吗?
对,没错~
我是个悲观的人~
不知从何时何月何日开始~
我的性格变了~
我总是为了一点点的小事可以难过了一整天~
我的脸,渐渐地~没有了笑容~
我很想笑~但没有任何事情可以让我笑~
每当我真的开心的时候,就会看到了一些让我难过回的画面~
慢慢地,我变了不开朗了~
你,对我,一定觉得很辛苦吧~
总是让你伤心担心!让我觉得我是多么地失败!!
朋友告诉我:一旦迁就久了,你就会感觉到累了~
这句话是真的吗?
让我顿时想到了~
你对我的迁就~
你总是不在意我的脾气~
你总是告诉我你要我开心~
你总是接受我的不好一切~
但,你会累吗?
我想知道~
要是让你感觉什么是累了~
我请你一定要真实地告诉我~
让我知道,好吗?
对,没错~
我是个悲观的人~
不知从何时何月何日开始~
我的性格变了~
我总是为了一点点的小事可以难过了一整天~
我的脸,渐渐地~没有了笑容~
我很想笑~但没有任何事情可以让我笑~
每当我真的开心的时候,就会看到了一些让我难过回的画面~
慢慢地,我变了不开朗了~
你,对我,一定觉得很辛苦吧~
总是让你伤心担心!让我觉得我是多么地失败!!
Happy Father's Day~
attending a ceramah about PP~
19/06/2011(SUNDAY)
today,we need to attend a ceramah at outside~
at smpang empat skul~SMK Tunku Aziz~
emmm~~before that,i can imagine the school~
but i really havent think that the school is nearly kampung~
the surrounding of school full of paddy~
and we start to discuss if we study in this school and need to ponteng~
no way for us to go~
just can go paddy~
the school hall same as our school~
no air con~
just got hot con~
the ceramah start at 9am~and end the first session at 10.40am~
and the school had prepared for us breakfast~
the most tasteless breakfast in this world~
and my grandson~
very unlucky~
his white trouser getting dirty when sitting on the chair of the school canteen~
and he start to scold the school~
but seem not dare~
grandson,just can say,u really unfortunate~
second session is starting~
and we all more and more moodless to continue listening what the teacher ned to present~
the school hall very hot~
and my 2 best friends start sweating~and complaining non stop on it~
really no mood to concentrate it~
but,i try to do that~
1.00pm~the ceramah is end~
and we seem like kintergarden children~
ran out from school hall in order to book the bus place~
because our school bus's places is limited~
just enough for 40 ppl sitting~
and we have 52 ppl including one teacher~
so,need to be fast to get the best place~
in here,i need to thx for my friend who booking place for me~
thx for u all still remember me~
on the way back to school~
me and my best friend sure will capture~
this is the best chance for us~
should not be miss out~
and first time sitting school bus~
although got pay for PIBG RM100~
but need to pay other RM1 for sitting this bus~
really swollen our money~
below is the pic that we capture non stop in school bus:




today,we need to attend a ceramah at outside~
at smpang empat skul~SMK Tunku Aziz~
emmm~~before that,i can imagine the school~
but i really havent think that the school is nearly kampung~
the surrounding of school full of paddy~
and we start to discuss if we study in this school and need to ponteng~
no way for us to go~
just can go paddy~
the school hall same as our school~
no air con~
just got hot con~
the ceramah start at 9am~and end the first session at 10.40am~
and the school had prepared for us breakfast~
the most tasteless breakfast in this world~
and my grandson~
very unlucky~
his white trouser getting dirty when sitting on the chair of the school canteen~
and he start to scold the school~
but seem not dare~
grandson,just can say,u really unfortunate~
second session is starting~
and we all more and more moodless to continue listening what the teacher ned to present~
the school hall very hot~
and my 2 best friends start sweating~and complaining non stop on it~
really no mood to concentrate it~
but,i try to do that~
1.00pm~the ceramah is end~
and we seem like kintergarden children~
ran out from school hall in order to book the bus place~
because our school bus's places is limited~
just enough for 40 ppl sitting~
and we have 52 ppl including one teacher~
so,need to be fast to get the best place~
in here,i need to thx for my friend who booking place for me~
thx for u all still remember me~
on the way back to school~
me and my best friend sure will capture~
this is the best chance for us~
should not be miss out~
and first time sitting school bus~
although got pay for PIBG RM100~
but need to pay other RM1 for sitting this bus~
really swollen our money~
below is the pic that we capture non stop in school bus:

真正的~最真实的~笑了~
18/06/2011(SATURDAY)
伤心难过了好几天~
今天,我总算真正地笑了~
真正地开怀大笑~
真正地感到什么是开心快乐了~
好久没有这种感觉了~
想对一个它说:开心先生,你又回来了~欢迎哦!
到底是什么事情让我笑了?
一件开心的事?不对!
一件用金钱买回来的东西?也不对!
是一个脸部表情+可爱的人~让我笑了!
补习老师的表情~让我觉得太好笑了~
这时,我才发现他的才华~
其实,他也蛮适合做演员的吧~
表情丰富,活泼可爱~
真的适合形容这位老师~
上课的他,总是喜欢问人问题~
要是答错,他就会很兴奋地跳起来~
老实说,对于一个中年人,我还是很怕哪天他不小心会闪到腰~
可是,他真的太可爱了~
嘟嘟的脸~是今晚让我笑个不停的原因~
每当我们答错了什么~
他的PATTERN就会出来了~
我只能说:我很享受有他的每一堂课~
老师,你太厉害演了~
不当演员,是你的浪费啊!!
Tomorrow is Father's Day~
and my dad is not around me~
he is going to LANGKAWI for working~
but,i need to wish him: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
and DADDY,I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH~
伤心难过了好几天~
今天,我总算真正地笑了~
真正地开怀大笑~
真正地感到什么是开心快乐了~
好久没有这种感觉了~
想对一个它说:开心先生,你又回来了~欢迎哦!
到底是什么事情让我笑了?
一件开心的事?不对!
一件用金钱买回来的东西?也不对!
是一个脸部表情+可爱的人~让我笑了!
补习老师的表情~让我觉得太好笑了~
这时,我才发现他的才华~
其实,他也蛮适合做演员的吧~
表情丰富,活泼可爱~
真的适合形容这位老师~
上课的他,总是喜欢问人问题~
要是答错,他就会很兴奋地跳起来~
老实说,对于一个中年人,我还是很怕哪天他不小心会闪到腰~
可是,他真的太可爱了~
嘟嘟的脸~是今晚让我笑个不停的原因~
每当我们答错了什么~
他的PATTERN就会出来了~
我只能说:我很享受有他的每一堂课~
老师,你太厉害演了~
不当演员,是你的浪费啊!!
Tomorrow is Father's Day~
and my dad is not around me~
he is going to LANGKAWI for working~
but,i need to wish him: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!
and DADDY,I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH~
太虚伪了~
15/06/2011(WEDNESDAY)
这几天的我~几乎都是以坏的心情过日子~
开学后,很多事情的发生~
首先是MUET~已经让我很头疼了~
那件事情已经让我很难过~
不过,渐渐地我接受了~
就如老师告诉我:人生要经得起小考验~
人生也不能太骄傲,那只会让你跌得更惨而已~
常在想:友谊算什么?
今天,我和班上的朋友谈天起来了~
朋友问了我和他的事情~
今天的我,总算清醒了~
我原以为我会顾及到很好~
但,朋友告诉我说~
人在谈恋爱,总是会忽略了朋友~
她们告诉我说:如果忽略了男友,证明了我不够重视这段感情~
我问了自己~
我有忽略男友和好友吗?
但,答案告诉我说[没有]~
好友们,我不知道我自己到底有没有忽略到你们~
也许你们会觉得我的改变吧~
当初,你们告诉我说~不会责怪~
但,如今,我看到的答案不是那样~
我觉得很假~很虚伪~
我很重视友谊和爱情~
你们常说我的[重色轻友],我接受了~
因为我人生出现了一个在我心里占有位置的人~
我不得不去关心~
我不得不去在乎~
我不得不去假装地看不见~
如果要假装不去关心和在乎,我办不到!
只希望你们不要那么虚伪~够了!!
很多时候,在班上赌博~
真的可以让我开心~
真的可以让我不去理会一切~
让我暂时不去管身边的东西~
这几天的我~几乎都是以坏的心情过日子~
开学后,很多事情的发生~
首先是MUET~已经让我很头疼了~
那件事情已经让我很难过~
不过,渐渐地我接受了~
就如老师告诉我:人生要经得起小考验~
人生也不能太骄傲,那只会让你跌得更惨而已~
常在想:友谊算什么?
今天,我和班上的朋友谈天起来了~
朋友问了我和他的事情~
今天的我,总算清醒了~
我原以为我会顾及到很好~
但,朋友告诉我说~
人在谈恋爱,总是会忽略了朋友~
她们告诉我说:如果忽略了男友,证明了我不够重视这段感情~
我问了自己~
我有忽略男友和好友吗?
但,答案告诉我说[没有]~
好友们,我不知道我自己到底有没有忽略到你们~
也许你们会觉得我的改变吧~
当初,你们告诉我说~不会责怪~
但,如今,我看到的答案不是那样~
我觉得很假~很虚伪~
我很重视友谊和爱情~
你们常说我的[重色轻友],我接受了~
因为我人生出现了一个在我心里占有位置的人~
我不得不去关心~
我不得不去在乎~
我不得不去假装地看不见~
如果要假装不去关心和在乎,我办不到!
只希望你们不要那么虚伪~够了!!
很多时候,在班上赌博~
真的可以让我开心~
真的可以让我不去理会一切~
让我暂时不去管身边的东西~
EMO again!
13/06/2011(MONDAY)
band2 again^^
and this time still leave 2 marks~
nothing can i say to it~
138marks~again ><
but,at here need to congrate to my friend who get band3 and band4~
and oso my best friend~finally can get band3 alr~
since the result is out~
and i know that i will get band2~
so,when recieve the result slip~
me still same mood!!
miss a person not mean that love him/her~
is just got the feeling~
today,i got the feeling totally~
maybe,is too miss a person that will cause me like that~
i will think that~his life still fine?
i will think that~how long that we lost contact?
i will think that~the message that i sms with him lasttime?
all be the past^^
maybe lasttime u r the most important person for me~
and now~although we lost our contact,but,i really hope that u can be happy in somewhere~
i really hope that ur life is full of hapiness~
this is what i wish~
tonite going back to home after ttn~
in car,i think back many thing~
think my past,think my present,and think my future~
and suddenly got a sentences appear in my mind~
[再次相信,只是给我一个机会再次伤害自己]~
i very agree with this sentences~
too trusting to someone~
just will make ourselves more hurt~
so,trusting ourselves~is better than trusting other~
because [自己永远都不会背叛自己的]~
band2 again^^
and this time still leave 2 marks~
nothing can i say to it~
138marks~again ><
but,at here need to congrate to my friend who get band3 and band4~
and oso my best friend~finally can get band3 alr~
since the result is out~
and i know that i will get band2~
so,when recieve the result slip~
me still same mood!!
miss a person not mean that love him/her~
is just got the feeling~
today,i got the feeling totally~
maybe,is too miss a person that will cause me like that~
i will think that~his life still fine?
i will think that~how long that we lost contact?
i will think that~the message that i sms with him lasttime?
all be the past^^
maybe lasttime u r the most important person for me~
and now~although we lost our contact,but,i really hope that u can be happy in somewhere~
i really hope that ur life is full of hapiness~
this is what i wish~
tonite going back to home after ttn~
in car,i think back many thing~
think my past,think my present,and think my future~
and suddenly got a sentences appear in my mind~
[再次相信,只是给我一个机会再次伤害自己]~
i very agree with this sentences~
too trusting to someone~
just will make ourselves more hurt~
so,trusting ourselves~is better than trusting other~
because [自己永远都不会背叛自己的]~
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