First Smester Holiday
01/02/2013 (FRIDAY)
Waoo...It's FEBRUARY!!
I had passed my holiday with doing nothing...
Watching,Sleeping,Outing,Shopping become my activities during holiday...
As well as dating with HIM,also becomes my part of activities...
I almost forget that I need to face my result which will be release coming soon...
I almost forget that I need to back to USM for sem 2...
I almost forget that I am a undergraduated student...
How well will it be if I forget all these things???
But,I knew that I could not and cannot forget these things...
Because,just because it is important things in my life NOW....
Chinese New Year is coming soon...
Dresses,Shirts,Pants and shoes...already prepared well...
The mood is ON now...
I'm awaiting the CNY eve coming...
I want to take many angpao from relatives...
I want to wear my new clothes and shoes...
I want to meet my friend when gathering at that time...
I want to eat a lot of delicious foods at that time,too...
After pass my CNY in my hometown,I need back to Penang to continue my study life...
I will be busy when the school reopen...
One activity is waiting us to organize it smoothly and sucessfully..
That is Chinese New Year 2013 USM...
And,that is the time to start my second semester in University...
The most sadness thing is, I cannot meet HIM anymore after that...
We could not meet everyday as NOW...
We could not sms with each other as NOW...
We could not talk phone every night as NOW...
But,I promise to HIM,I will take care of myself properly..and I hope, you too...
I believe that we can handle this distance relationship well...
Anyway, I think I sure enjoy my holiday first before going back to Penang...
Everyone,HAPPY HOLIDAY and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...
Awesome Penang Trip
10/01/2013 (THRUSDAY)
痛苦难熬的一个星期还是那样度过了~
真想不懂，只是一个FINAL而已就弄到好像当年考STPM那样~
咬紧牙关地度过那一个星期考试周~
过了，就轻松地享受接下来的假期~
回家乡之前，当然要好好对待自己咯~
来个“槟城之游”~
难得可以好好放肆地游玩一番，就尽情玩吧！
因为，人生没有多少个SEM可以让我们玩~
去了壁画那儿，拍了照片~
但，原来我们差很多都没有找到~
只是找到著名的那几个而已~
走遍了小巷，问了路人~
那些壁画，足以让我们走了整个下午~
我想说：我很开心！！
然后去了姓周桥~
很可惜，那里的壁画已经消失了~
或许是因为海水海风的咸度而使到它消失了吧！
那里，就是渔村的生活~
我想：那里的村民都很享受那里的生活吧，因为每天都可以看海吹吹海风~
那种生活，或许对我而言，是最享受了！
傍晚时刻，原本想去海边看日落的~
但，原因是我们又迷路了~
结果BATU FERIGGHI变成STRAIT QUAY~
不过，没去过那里，其实去看看也无妨啦！
和那边的主题餐厅的卡通人物拍照~
晚上，去了火锅之家！
那边永远都是学生的天堂~
价钱其实蛮公道的~或许是因为有学生证就有折扣吧！
吃个不停，看来这次大考完后，我又要变回肥婆了吧！
这次的游玩，很感谢我们的司机，添维先生！
没有他，或许我们也不可能去了那么多的地方~
原来司机是很重要的！！
期待下个SEM的到来！！
First Smester Life In USM
09/01/2013 ( WEDNESDAY )
4个月的时间，说长不长，说短也不短~
时间就那样过了~在自己的梦想大学呆了4个月~
梦想大学？很多人都羡慕吧！
但，就觉得自从进入了这间大学后，那份兴奋的感觉就不见了~
不过，也因为进入了这间大学后，我的人生也改变了~
认识更多的人~不同地方的人~还有我的室友~
我不得不承认，我还是很怀念以前在家乡的时候~
或许是因为有家的感觉吧~还有一大群的朋友们~
虽然现在我们都在不同的大学读书了，但偶尔还是会有联络聚会~
那种感觉，就好像当年那样，不曾消失！
这整个星期，就是为了大考而读书~
每天都被一大本的书折磨~有时甚至想放弃了~
进入大学后，我对成绩这个东西看得很开了~
只要自己尽力了，就算成绩再这么烂，我也无话可说~
因为，我也努力过了！
觉得每天跟人家相比，好累咯~
人比人，气死人，这样说应该没错吧？
2013年的倒数，就是一个人在房间度过~
然后准准12时，祝自己：HAPPY NEW YEAR！！
然后还跟一堆的书本说：HAPPY NEW YEAR！！
但，我还有一个人陪了我一起度过那时候~
我们谈了半小时的电话~
谢谢他陪我一起倒数，虽然是在电话中，但就感觉很温馨~
他，就是我的爱人！！
他，是和我在一起20个月的恋人！
考试结束了，是时候收拾心情回家去吗？
我想应该也是了吧~还有准备好新年的气氛吧！
以前小时候，新年的那份感觉比较强烈！
但，长大后，那份感觉已经不再那么地强烈了~
小时候，真好！
但，我也回不去了，不是吗？
21岁了，该长大了咯，温欣！
09/11/2012(FRIDAY)
Finished mid term exam,it is the time for rest~
Having a mid term break NOW!
Holiday Mood ON^^
Soon,I will have a final exam for this sem~
The final exam timetable shows the time would not left much~
I think I need to plan a study timetable~
I don't want make myself feel disappointed again and again~
Sem1: 3.5 above!!
Although it is tough for me,btw I hope that my dream can be achieve in one day!!
Add Oil,Baby Sing!!
Tomorrow will be going back to my dearest hometown,ALOR STAR!
Seriously,I miss there much~I miss my parents,I miss my friends,I miss HIM too!!
At the same time,I will celebrate my 20th birthday at my hometown~
With HIM and my gang~
Actually,I din't have excited feeling to my in coming birthday~
Why?Because I also do not know what the reason actually~
I just hope that I can be happy everyday~Smile sincerely everyday!
But,wish myself early :HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!
8/11/2012（THURSDAY）
第一次在大学考试，心情应该说忐忑不安吧~
毕竟大学和以往的，都不太一样~
BusinessCommunication， 第一张考卷~
很失望的，一切不是如我所愿！
问题很难，即使努力了几久，都前功尽弃！
成绩也出炉了，只考获了B-而已~
那晚，很伤心！因为自己的成绩很烂很烂~
IntroductionToManagement， 第二张考卷~
也是努力了很久，成绩却不能如我所要的实现~
也只是考获了B而已~
我也哭了！
就不是不明白，努力了为何就不能获得应要有的回报呢？
还是这就是我的回报，只是我还觉得不满足呢？
此时此刻，为自己的SEM1 成绩感到担心！
我很害怕让自己失望了~
我很害怕自己的愿望不能实现~
自己的生日快到了~但我却忘了！
也是有一位好友来提醒！
今年20岁的生日，却没有什么期待！
因为我也明白每年还是那样平淡地渡过！
生日对我来说，不重要！
但，今年20岁的生日愿望很简单~
不必麻烦别人去实现，因为只有自己才能实现而已！
等那天生日真的实现了，我才会说出来！！
大学生活也有两个月的时间了~
而我们也因此而分割两地~
这段期间，我们吵也吵过了，不开心也不开心过了~
就连冷战也冷战过了~
这样的感情，是我要的吗？
为什么我们就不能好好的相处呢？
为什么之间还是那么多的问题？
多少的夜晚，我是躲在背里哭泣？
有时，还会想他想到眼泪落了~
但，我明白，这就是所谓的[考验]~
校园范围里，永远都会出现一两对情侣~
那种感觉，总是不好受~
因为，每次就会勾起了我们美好的回忆~
就那样，心情也会被影响了起来~
4年，这是我们的约定~
但，我害怕距离将会夺走我们的感情~
17/10/2012(WEDNESDAY)
身边的环境，身边的一切~
都让我觉得好压力！
我顿时觉得自己很笨很笨，我其实不算什么~
或许是我太骄傲了~我太overconfidence了~
反而弄巧反作！！
进入大学生活后，因为不同宿舍，我和好友似乎变得不太亲密了~
她有她朋友，我有我的朋友~
我们的生活此时此刻变得不一样了~
虽然有时候上课，我们坐在一起，但就是不懂为何没有话题~
好像变成了最熟悉的陌生人！
说真的，那种感觉不好受~
但，在我心中：她，永远都是我最好的朋友！
大学生活，不是我想象中那么地轻松~
除了一切东西要自己亲力亲为，同时还要面对课业上的困难~
有时候，我真的想放弃了！我不想要了！！
但，我不甘心！我不甘心自己就那样被打败了！
所以，唯有再次收拾好心情，继续作战！！
我不想让身边的人为我担忧~我更不想让父母失望！
也或许是我太好胜了~
所以，我只好一直努力地读书！
昨天，和他谈了电话~那时候的我是充满着压力~
他知道我很不开心~安慰我了！
那时候，不知如何事故，眼泪在眼眶打转~
但，我还是忍了下来~因为，我不想让他担心我~
倒数：8天！我们又可以见面了！
20岁的人生，不是我想象中地那么简单！
但，无论如何，我都会好好地走下去~
因为那是我的人生，我的未来~
14/10/20112(SUNDAY)
The time is passing now~and I couldn't stop it!!
I started my uni life since September~At the beginning,I couldn't adapt it much~
Because that is not the type of life that I desired~
Although USM is my dream Uni since I was still a kid,and I was happy when recieved a news that I can continue my studies in USM~but,since i went to here,I found that there are much more different compare with what i wish to have~
Furthermore,I felt stress~I realized that there are many ppl entered USM with colourful result~
AND,I scared!! I scared I will fail to graduate!! I don't want make my parents and relatives feel disappointed to me!! I DONT WANT~~So,my aim:First class degree holder!!(Although i know that it is impossible)
Homesick!! Who knows?I MISS MY HOME MUCH!!
I MISS MY MUMMY AND DADDY!!
I MISS HIM!!
I MISS MY PREVIOUS LIFE!!
Somemore,LOVESICK!!
My mind full of him every second~it is shows that HE is very important for me~
The feeling is so strong~Sometime,I will started to be emo whole day~
JUST BECAUSE OF HIM~~
I wish that I can meet him after two weeks!!
AND,I awaiting the day coming!!
My Uni life is seems My f6 life~
Full of study~Full of stressful~
The most subject that I hate is FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING~
Just because I did not have account basis~
But,I will try to love it and sayang it!!
I dont want my CGPA sem1 get affected by FA!!
ADD OIL,WERN SING!!The only thing that I can tell myself always!!
