Story of June!!

26/06/2012(TUESDAY) 6月了，很快的时间就在不知觉中流失了~这半年来，我又做过了什么呢？每天除了上班之外，我的生活没有多大的改变。或许，这就是所谓的“安定”吧~而我，也习惯了生活的“安定”~下个月，是最后一个月上班了~也就是说我的任务即将完成了~9月，人生将会是个新开始了~很期待也很兴奋！！前几天，我终于鼓起勇气，为自己的幸福再争取一次~这次，应该说我成功了吧~觉得说出来后，心里真的轻松多了~憋了一年多，才决定说出来~我的那个他，真的很抱歉，或许那些期间会让你受委屈，也会让你觉得不公平~除了对不起，我真的不知道要说些什么了！再次：对不起！！我希望我们可以在一起很久很久~一起体验彼此的生活~你愿意吗？？

The Off Day for 4 days~

28/05/2012(MONDAY) I spent my 4 days holiday with nothing~ My lovely grandmother enter hospital~After had a body checked,the doctor said that my grandmum ate too much medicine and the virus start go to her brain...cause her talking non sense~ So,this few days,we went to hospital continuosly to visit and take care her~ her body not strong as before~ Thrusday,I was get complained by parents~she said that I shout too loudly and their kids will get shock~ At the moment~I really want to scolded back:WTF><(too rude dy I think) If u too sayang ur child,pls teach ur child urself~you will understand my situation dy~ But,I'm still a worker,cant give any comments or opinion~ So,i just keep quiet and listened the complain~ SHIT^^At that moments,I want to resigned~ I hate to teach them~~ After thinking twice~I just canceled my decision~ Just another 2 months~yuhuuu~~I will back to my study life~

The May!

TUESDAY(09/05/2012) It's May month~ Today,I just realised that I had a longtime din't updating my blog~ Just want to tell everyone,I'M FINE~ AND,I'M HAPPY too^^ May~it's meant that I already work at kintergarten as a teacher almost 5 months~ CONGRATULATION TO MYSELF^^ I couldn't imagine that what my life will going on~ I just hope that my life will full of hapiness,joyful and unforgetable~ Many times,i try to give up my job now~but just because of some reason,I make myself be strong~ I treat this challenge as my mission~~ possible mission! I'm 20!!I'm a mature girl now!! I will learn how to be mature in thinking,attitude and even talking~ I will learn how to be a good girlfriend too~ I want be the best!! The best !! WAoooo~~20's life!!colourful!!

UJIAN MUNSYI~and The Day(07/04)

SATURDAY(07/04/2012) Today,had to sit for exam for UJIAN MUNSYI! Early in the morning,wakeup at 8am~ Started to prepare~slip,IC,pencil box~ At that moments,I seen back to my study life~ Long time din have this feeling~ and I knew that I START TO MISS IT~ At the hall,sit at my own place at 10am~ Open the exam paper,the question make me laughed~ It is quiet funny question~ all is multiple choice~ just tick YA or TIDAK~ After having our exam,we went to KFC for our breakfast~ at thr taking pic non stop~ after tat,we went to AS MALL for our singing~ for 3 hours,we choose many songs,but cant finish it at all~ nvm,still got nexttime i think!! crazy time for this day~ At night,our friend back from Singapore~ having dinner at TM CORNER~ quiet enjoy my food!!nice nice nice!! I love THIS DAY a lot^^ somemore,got one ppl accompany me whole day!! I miss him,seriously^^

为大学而担忧！

10/03/2012（SATURDAY）
这几天，为大学的事情而烦心~
虽然自己已经有了自己的目标~
但是，学校太多，也只会让我更加头疼~

曾经，我有想过，要到很远的地方去念书~
但，现在，却不想了~
也许我舍不得家里~
也许我舍不得一个人~
也许我害怕在一个人生地不熟的地方去~
因为，我就是害怕改变~
也可以说，我喜欢现在那样的生活~
你们，肯定觉得我很没用，对吗？
你们肯定会说，长大了，就要向往更广跨的世界迈去~
或许你们是，而我却不是吧！！

其实，自己能考到那样成绩~
都不是在自己的预料当中~
我从来都没有想过自己会就那样成功了~
所以，我不再奢求什么~
只求我可以念我想要的科系~那就满足了！！

现在想想，当初进入中6，也许是好事吧~
那种报复的心态，让我更加努力证明自己~
当初也很多人告诉我，谈恋爱会影响我的学业~
但，我现在也证明了，我不会！！现在不会，将来也不会！！
我依然可以学业爱情两得意！！

就是因为自己倔强，决不放弃~
我才能那样吧！！
在另间大学，我也会继续那样！！
我对自己已经设下新目标！！
我不要的东西就是不要，但一旦要了，我就要到底，到要最好为止！！

STPM result!!

07/03/2012(WEDNESDAY)
还是出了~成绩应该说终于出了~
虽然心里很害怕，但努力告诉自己~
只要自己尽力了，就好了~

要拿成绩的那一刻，心里真的很紧张~
虽然4 FLAT的梦想就差那么一点点就成功了~
但我也应该满足3.92 了~
因为，毕竟比我相象的来的好多了~

那天，我让父母骄傲了~
我终于为这个家付出贡献~
我-成功了！！

我也成功证明了，只要我要的，就一定能得到~
只要我努力付出，肯定有所回报~
我也证明了，谈恋爱，并不会影响我的成绩~
反而，让我的成绩更好~
因为，有着你的支持，我才能撑下去~
很多次，我真的很想放弃~~因为真的很压力！！

对于你，我的任务也完成了！！
只要你能成功进入大学，我就真的很开心了~
就算之前的付出有多辛苦，都不再算什么了！！
真的！！

朋友们的成绩，都很好！！
恭喜恭喜！！
我们就在另一片天空下再次相遇吧！！

The Eve^^

06/03/2012(TUESDAY)
The day that i never forgetten~
I'm scare with my result now~
WRONG,the feeling of scare is started in this morning since i was wakeup~
i'm scare~very scare~
I'm scare that my result make me disappointed much~
I'm scare that it would change my life~
I'm scare that I will be upset for a long time~

My parents console me~
They were said that,The exam had been past~
The result become constant~
so,scare for what??

ARGHHHH><'
countdown from now:11hours!!
I'm scare!!
STPM,my life!!