Emo-ING

17/10/2012(WEDNESDAY)

身边的环境，身边的一切~
都让我觉得好压力！
我顿时觉得自己很笨很笨，我其实不算什么~
或许是我太骄傲了~我太overconfidence了~
反而弄巧反作！！

进入大学生活后，因为不同宿舍，我和好友似乎变得不太亲密了~
她有她朋友，我有我的朋友~
我们的生活此时此刻变得不一样了~
虽然有时候上课，我们坐在一起，但就是不懂为何没有话题~
好像变成了最熟悉的陌生人！
说真的，那种感觉不好受~
但，在我心中：她，永远都是我最好的朋友！

大学生活，不是我想象中那么地轻松~
除了一切东西要自己亲力亲为，同时还要面对课业上的困难~
有时候，我真的想放弃了！我不想要了！！
但，我不甘心！我不甘心自己就那样被打败了！
所以，唯有再次收拾好心情，继续作战！！

我不想让身边的人为我担忧~我更不想让父母失望！
也或许是我太好胜了~
所以，我只好一直努力地读书！


昨天，和他谈了电话~那时候的我是充满着压力~
他知道我很不开心~安慰我了！
那时候，不知如何事故，眼泪在眼眶打转~
但，我还是忍了下来~因为，我不想让他担心我~
倒数：8天！我们又可以见面了！

20岁的人生，不是我想象中地那么简单！
但，无论如何，我都会好好地走下去~
因为那是我的人生，我的未来~

My Uni life^^

14/10/20112(SUNDAY)

The time is passing now~and I couldn't stop it!!
I started my uni life since September~At the beginning,I couldn't adapt it much~
Because that is not the type of life that I desired~

Although USM is my dream Uni since I was still a kid,and I was happy when recieved a news that I can continue my studies in USM~but,since i went to here,I found that there are much more different compare with what i wish to have~

Furthermore,I felt stress~I realized that there are many ppl entered USM with colourful result~
AND,I scared!! I scared I will fail to graduate!! I don't want make my parents and relatives feel disappointed to me!! I DONT WANT~~So,my aim:First class degree holder!!(Although i know that it is impossible)

Homesick!! Who knows?I MISS MY HOME MUCH!!
I MISS MY MUMMY AND DADDY!!
I MISS HIM!!
I MISS MY PREVIOUS LIFE!!

Somemore,LOVESICK!!
My mind full of him every second~it is shows that HE is very important for me~
The feeling is so strong~Sometime,I will started to be emo whole day~
JUST BECAUSE OF HIM~~
I wish that I can meet him after two weeks!!
AND,I awaiting the day coming!!

My Uni life is seems My f6 life~
Full of study~Full of stressful~
The most subject that I hate is FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING~
Just because I did not have account basis~
But,I will try to love it and sayang it!!
I dont want my CGPA sem1 get affected by FA!!

ADD OIL,WERN SING!!The only thing that I can tell myself always!!

Hari Raya 2012~

21/08/2012(TUESDAY)

Firstly,wish all the malay and muslims guys:SELAMAT HARI RAYA^^
Alor Setar was fulled of cars~and shopping complex was crowded~
We had our small gathering at second day of RAYA~
eating steamboat at TM CORNER~
meet up with ex-form5 classmates~
damn crazy although dint meet quiet a long time~

we enjoyed our food thr~with chatting about past,now and future~
but,me keep on eating~really delicious!!I couldnt control it^^
We were desired to have an ice-cream~~
but,it's finished~quiet disappointed on it><
Because we alr come 3 times,never tested the ice cream~

Finally,the boss refilled the ice cream~
we become aunty at pasar~faster go take the boil and take the ice cream~
Yummy^^the ice cream^^

still gt 10 days,we all will leave here soon^^
i think this is the last gathering for this year!!
I WONT FORGET U all! 5A~~

我们的感情！

19/08/2012（SUNDAY）


我们在一起也有一年三个月了~
当中，我们也一起面对过很多的东西~
学生时期，我们一起面对学校的考试，预试还有STPM~
我们一起去图书馆读书的那时候~
我们一起背东西的样子~
我累了，你帮我按摩~
你累了，我帮你按摩~
还有每天放学，你都陪我到停车场去取车~
每个星期日下午，到学校打PING PONG~
那段日子，我不会忘记~我也知道，那日子也再也回不来了！！

有时候，我们总是为了一些小事而吵架了~
我怪你不够体贴，你怪我不够谅解~
不过，我们的吵架总是不会超过一天~
过了一阵子，我们又再和好了~
就好像什么事情也没有发生过一样~

近期，我发现到，和你在一起~
你让我学会了很多东西~
我学到怎样慢慢去相信你~
我学到人与人之间不应该作比较~
我学到从你的身上找出你的优点，而不是缺点~

虽然有时候我会觉得累了~累得想放弃了~
但，你总是一而再，再而三地挽回了~
你说过你不会放弃我的~
我知道再过几天，我们就要分开了~
到时，你有你生活，我有我生活~
这段感情又能维持多久呢？？

4年，这是我们的约定！！！

The August^^

19/08/2012(SUNDAY)

再多13天，就要离开这里了~
说真的，不舍得是必然~
但，为了读书，为了前途，还是得去！！
我应该感到庆幸，因为我拥有很多朋友陪我一起去那边~
也很多人说我们很幸福了，只是去到槟城~

这几天，不断和朋友们到处去~
逛逛街，打打羽球~那只是为我们的友谊再疯狂一次~
不然，大家也不知道可以何时何月再聚在一起了~

行李方面，衣服都买得七七八八了~
我也是女人，女人需要的东西也很多~
我就觉得自己好像在搬家~搬到槟城去~

这里的回忆，我也会一个也不漏地带去~
这里拥有了太多太多的回忆~伤心的，开心的，难忘的，38的~
希望自己真的能很快就适应那里的生活！！
加油加油！！

Story of June!!

26/06/2012(TUESDAY) 6月了，很快的时间就在不知觉中流失了~这半年来，我又做过了什么呢？每天除了上班之外，我的生活没有多大的改变。或许，这就是所谓的“安定”吧~而我，也习惯了生活的“安定”~下个月，是最后一个月上班了~也就是说我的任务即将完成了~9月，人生将会是个新开始了~很期待也很兴奋！！前几天，我终于鼓起勇气，为自己的幸福再争取一次~这次，应该说我成功了吧~觉得说出来后，心里真的轻松多了~憋了一年多，才决定说出来~我的那个他，真的很抱歉，或许那些期间会让你受委屈，也会让你觉得不公平~除了对不起，我真的不知道要说些什么了！再次：对不起！！我希望我们可以在一起很久很久~一起体验彼此的生活~你愿意吗？？

The Off Day for 4 days~

28/05/2012(MONDAY) I spent my 4 days holiday with nothing~ My lovely grandmother enter hospital~After had a body checked,the doctor said that my grandmum ate too much medicine and the virus start go to her brain...cause her talking non sense~ So,this few days,we went to hospital continuosly to visit and take care her~ her body not strong as before~ Thrusday,I was get complained by parents~she said that I shout too loudly and their kids will get shock~ At the moment~I really want to scolded back:WTF><(too rude dy I think) If u too sayang ur child,pls teach ur child urself~you will understand my situation dy~ But,I'm still a worker,cant give any comments or opinion~ So,i just keep quiet and listened the complain~ SHIT^^At that moments,I want to resigned~ I hate to teach them~~ After thinking twice~I just canceled my decision~ Just another 2 months~yuhuuu~~I will back to my study life~