Emo-ING

17/10/2012(WEDNESDAY)

身边的环境,身边的一切~
都让我觉得好压力!
我顿时觉得自己很笨很笨,我其实不算什么~
或许是我太骄傲了~我太overconfidence了~
反而弄巧反作!!

进入大学生活后,因为不同宿舍,我和好友似乎变得不太亲密了~
她有她朋友,我有我的朋友~
我们的生活此时此刻变得不一样了~
虽然有时候上课,我们坐在一起,但就是不懂为何没有话题~
好像变成了最熟悉的陌生人!
说真的,那种感觉不好受~
但,在我心中:她,永远都是我最好的朋友!

大学生活,不是我想象中那么地轻松~
除了一切东西要自己亲力亲为,同时还要面对课业上的困难~
有时候,我真的想放弃了!我不想要了!!
但,我不甘心!我不甘心自己就那样被打败了!
所以,唯有再次收拾好心情,继续作战!!

我不想让身边的人为我担忧~我更不想让父母失望!
也或许是我太好胜了~
所以,我只好一直努力地读书!


昨天,和他谈了电话~那时候的我是充满着压力~
他知道我很不开心~安慰我了!
那时候,不知如何事故,眼泪在眼眶打转~
但,我还是忍了下来~因为,我不想让他担心我~
倒数:8天!我们又可以见面了!

20岁的人生,不是我想象中地那么简单!
但,无论如何,我都会好好地走下去~
因为那是我的人生,我的未来~


My Uni life^^

14/10/20112(SUNDAY)


The time is passing now~and I couldn't stop it!!
I started my uni life since September~At the beginning,I couldn't adapt it much~
Because that is not the type of life that I desired~

Although USM is my dream Uni since I was still a kid,and I was happy when recieved a news that I can continue my studies in USM~but,since i went to here,I found that there are much more different compare with what i wish to have~

Furthermore,I felt stress~I realized that there are many ppl entered USM with colourful result~
AND,I scared!! I scared I will fail to graduate!! I don't want make my parents and relatives feel disappointed to me!! I DONT WANT~~So,my aim:First class degree holder!!(Although i know that it is impossible)

Homesick!! Who knows?I MISS MY HOME MUCH!!
I MISS MY MUMMY AND DADDY!!
I MISS HIM!!
I MISS MY PREVIOUS LIFE!!

Somemore,LOVESICK!!
My mind full of him every second~it is shows that HE is very important for me~
The feeling is so strong~Sometime,I will started to be emo whole day~
JUST BECAUSE OF HIM~~
I wish that I can meet him after two weeks!!
AND,I awaiting the day coming!!

My Uni life is seems My f6 life~
Full of study~Full of stressful~
The most subject that I hate is FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING~
Just because I did not have account basis~
But,I will try to love it and sayang it!!
I dont want my CGPA sem1 get affected by FA!!

ADD OIL,WERN SING!!The only thing that I can tell myself always!!