为大学而担忧!

10/03/2012(SATURDAY)
这几天,为大学的事情而烦心~
虽然自己已经有了自己的目标~
但是,学校太多,也只会让我更加头疼~

曾经,我有想过,要到很远的地方去念书~
但,现在,却不想了~
也许我舍不得家里~
也许我舍不得一个人~
也许我害怕在一个人生地不熟的地方去~
因为,我就是害怕改变~
也可以说,我喜欢现在那样的生活~
你们,肯定觉得我很没用,对吗?
你们肯定会说,长大了,就要向往更广跨的世界迈去~
或许你们是,而我却不是吧!!

其实,自己能考到那样成绩~
都不是在自己的预料当中~
我从来都没有想过自己会就那样成功了~
所以,我不再奢求什么~
只求我可以念我想要的科系~那就满足了!!

现在想想,当初进入中6,也许是好事吧~
那种报复的心态,让我更加努力证明自己~
当初也很多人告诉我,谈恋爱会影响我的学业~
但,我现在也证明了,我不会!!现在不会,将来也不会!!
我依然可以学业爱情两得意!!

就是因为自己倔强,决不放弃~
我才能那样吧!!
在另间大学,我也会继续那样!!
我对自己已经设下新目标!!
我不要的东西就是不要,但一旦要了,我就要到底,到要最好为止!!

STPM result!!

07/03/2012(WEDNESDAY)
还是出了~成绩应该说终于出了~
虽然心里很害怕,但努力告诉自己~
只要自己尽力了,就好了~

要拿成绩的那一刻,心里真的很紧张~
虽然4 FLAT的梦想就差那么一点点就成功了~
但我也应该满足3.92 了~
因为,毕竟比我相象的来的好多了~

那天,我让父母骄傲了~
我终于为这个家付出贡献~
我-成功了!!

我也成功证明了,只要我要的,就一定能得到~
只要我努力付出,肯定有所回报~
我也证明了,谈恋爱,并不会影响我的成绩~
反而,让我的成绩更好~
因为,有着你的支持,我才能撑下去~
很多次,我真的很想放弃~~因为真的很压力!!

对于你,我的任务也完成了!!
只要你能成功进入大学,我就真的很开心了~
就算之前的付出有多辛苦,都不再算什么了!!
真的!!

朋友们的成绩,都很好!!
恭喜恭喜!!
我们就在另一片天空下再次相遇吧!!

The Eve^^

06/03/2012(TUESDAY)
The day that i never forgetten~
I'm scare with my result now~
WRONG,the feeling of scare is started in this morning since i was wakeup~
i'm scare~very scare~
I'm scare that my result make me disappointed much~
I'm scare that it would change my life~
I'm scare that I will be upset for a long time~

My parents console me~
They were said that,The exam had been past~
The result become constant~
so,scare for what??

ARGHHHH><'
countdown from now:11hours!!
I'm scare!!
STPM,my life!!

02.03.2012

02/03/2012(Friday)
The thing that i had done-sucessful!!
The thing that i think twice and twice~
Finally,i done it today~
And my first time!!
photo shooting~
I'm brave enough i think~

Early in the friday morning~
A message make me wakeup automatically~
Finally,it is help me decide something that i not dare to do it before~
Thx,my dear friend!!

12PM,we went to ALOR STAR MALL for that photo shooting~
it just cost RM58 and plus RM10 for competition fee~
5 pics with makeup!!

First time,20 years old!!
First time,photo shooting~
the camera man is quiet nice~
The pose that he done is very girl-ly!
btw,he very familiar~
seem have been saw him before at somewhr!!

Makeup~make me become not natural~
become more ugly~
perhaps,i not suitable to makeup!!

5PM,we are bck!!unlucky,raining heavily!!
and unlucky too,my car not parked at basement!!
omg!!!!when go in car,with the body all wet~~with my friend too!!

On the way bck home,raining heavily~
And i'm scared!!
suddenly seem some bad thing will happen soon~
very scare!!
Luckily got my friend's accompany!!
make me more comfortable!!

Back home,after remove the makeup~
very tired after taked bathe!!
alone at home now!!
can do what??